we know each other since we are 16
hard to believe we are 25 now
we never living in the same way we see others living theirs
hanging out together almost everyday?
not in our mind
having lunch, dinner, supper, movies together?
we never have the chances too often..
for our first 4 or 5 years of knowing each other,
we only see each other for about once or twice a year..
yes..ONLY once or twice a year!
for the next several years..
to see each other twice a month..
is enough very pleasing
remember when we met each time..?
it was the most precious day
and remember when we must say goodbye when the day ends?
it was quite a sad moment..
as we realize..
we dont have much time for us to spend..
living quite far each other..
needs lots of patience..
we have it almost everyday..
several times almost tearing us apart..forever..
when only communication via technology as connector between us
what can we expect?
calling without answering will usually leads to anger..
messaging without replying will always leads to hatred..
answering without any feeling will always leads to broken hearted..
communication always killing us..
but it’s really important..
really important for our distant love..
so much we can see people around us fails to complete their relationship
so much we can see how distant love killing them
so much we can see how our heart is so light with others..
yet..we still being together..
until now..until this very second..
after ten years..
since i feel you are the one..
we will together closer..
not by distance..
but by heart..
i hope this occasion will leads us to the bigger one..
for u dear..
nurdyana bte leham..
i’ll waiting for this very 27th february 2010..
to see a nice ring on your finger..
u will be my fiancee..and surely i’ll be yours
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